Two things I learned today. Well maybe not learned but that really stuck out to me.

1. Without Gods love no other love matters.

So here is my story behind this. Well lately I have just not been completely walking with God. It is so hard for me when I am off on my own. I am such a loser and I give in to the dumbest of things. You all know how the story goes. So I just haven’t been feeling super close to God the past few days. So I get back to school today and everyone is really nice to me and all. Everyone seems happy to see me, but it doesn’t matter. I start feeling worthless and empty. It doesn’t matter how much my friends “love” me, if God’s love isn’t there than their love just doesn’t matter. I walk away feeling empty and dissatisfied. But I know when I break my walls down and let God’s love surround me every little smile means so much to me and fills me up. Just something that little can easily make my day.

2. I see a lot of the word “us” in the Bible and not a ton of the word “you”

It is all about community. It isn’t about ourselves. And I have such a hard time grasping this. I mean everything I do is about myself so when the word “us” or “we” is thrown in the mix I am all shook up. Its just crazy how much community matters to God. It isn’t about ourselves, but it is all out us and each other. I really gotta keep that in mind as I go throughout my day. I mean the purpose of my life is to get ahead in life right? Well I guess not. I can see God watching over me muttering “suck it up cupcake”… haha ok well maybe He isn’t that harsh at all. But we need to realize what this life is all about. And it isn’t about us (as in just you or just me) but it is about us (as in us the plural form, I think that is the only form, but thats ok because I’m in college).

O and this title had nothing to do with actual blog except I have two ideas in here. My sister is reading three cups of tea. I know nothing about it, but I sorta like the title.

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